Wednesday, 2 July 2014

Self Harm

Hi guys.

Today i am picking up on a topic i wouldn't usually pick up on. I am going to be talking about my self harm story. But this isn't all about me, this is a message to all the self harmer's out there! You're not alone. Let me take you back to February 2014. I was always and am a happy girl. I have the best life and i couldn't wish for anything better. Then a boy came into my life. A boy who i loved. A boy who i trusted. A boy who was my boyfriend. After valentine's day we had 2 weeks off school. That boy would speak to me every day, but then it changed. That boy ignored me. I got depressed. I was on youtube and i was looking at bullying stories and then i came across loads more stories: Self harm, anorexia, bulimia and many more. That week i started self harm. I pulled out a knife and cut my leg with it. I cut the next day and the day after that. Then i stopped. When we came back to school i dumped that boy. I didn't cut myself for a fair few months but then yesterday i did 10 cuts all down my arm. I promise you i won't do anymore cutting. Here's the reason why i started cutting yesterday. I started dating  a new boy. He is different, much different. I love him soo much and i couldnt wish for anyone better. However, someone i have no idea who decided to spread it around that i am going out with him. I was laughed at and people were saying we don't suit. I couldn't deal with it so i cutted again. That same night i was called a slut slag and bitch by a group of teenagers. My wonderful boyfriend and bestfriends all helped me through it. Now, please dont self harm. Its really really bad for you. There's always a way for something thats why you should get some help. If you know someone who is self harming this is what you should do:
1. talk to them
2. tell an adult/ their parents.
Make sure you do something. Its never too late.

Monday, 30 June 2014

DRAYTON MANOR!!

Hey guys!!

Today, me and my school's yr 6 classes went to drayton manor!! It was amazing. My first ride was storm force 10 and MY GROUP WERE THE FIRST PEOPLE TO GO ON IT. However, i had a panic attack on it but i really enjoyed the ride. I went on many more but the one i enjoyed the most was the apocolypse! As if me and my friends chickened out and ran out the standing up lane to the sitting down lane. I was howling on it i cried on the end because i was happy i did it. Thank you to my wonderful boyfriend who is allways there for me and my 3 Besties.

Tuesday, 24 June 2014

1st Post On New Blog

Hey Guys. I'm Patrycja (call me patty) I'm 11yrs old and this is my like 50th blog xD I created so many blogs but deleted them. The only one that remains is http://postmanpatty.blogspot.com which you can check out. The reason why i decided to create a new blog is because i felt like my old blog was being over taken by Moviestarplanet posts. This blog is gonna be about beauty and stuff and a tiny bit about msp. My blog will be updated 3 times a week,on Monday,Wednesday and Friday. I also have a youtube channel called: Patrycja Kolakowska. Here's the link: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrJ3RAttHD8E_a7WoQ94D8g  I also have a shared account with my best friend called: Cupcakebesties. Here's the link for that: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNQXMeqGuKhYOgoS8DL9DMg  I'd also like to let you know that you can contact me from email, my email is: pattystyle27@gmail.com please send requests for youtube videos and blog posts. Thanks for reading, Patty xoxo